I take my time try to figure out what's wrong, I Take a breath
Some time has passed since the last time I wrote something. I needed some time for myself, and mainly, because my storage of inspiration had to recharge. :)
Speaking of recharging, these few months were intense. I had to renovate my inner world, my thoughts, my ways. A fresh reminder that I can live a life I want to create, that I don’t have to settle for anything that has been already established.
Someone close to me said that life is a kid no of a sinusoid. It has ups and downs and they are inevitable. Earlier in my life, I thought that having downs was something wrong... something that you should not talk about with anyone. Especially, in the times of social media where almost everything looks perfect and everyone is happy. That is actually the image I was getting for a very long time. As a fourteen-year-old girl I was constantly oscillating between two great contradictions, that is, my enormous sensibility to the world and those images from media. And these resulted in the state of depression. From a perspective of my current mental state, I have to admit that few years with very low self-esteem was tough for me but also for my family.
The sensitivity to the outside world has remained. However, I cope with it differently than before. I don’t look on it as something strange but as an inherent part of me. I am built this way and I know that many people are as well. And it’s okay, that’s even great. We see the world differently, as a journey made up of high and low moments. Without low ones, one couldn’t appreciate good times. And knowing that there are also moments of happiness there would be no faith for the better. I am not alone in this and you are not alone. Never. Right people will always step into your life when you are really needing them in order to help you and lead you towards the next, better moment of your life path.
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